From Chatters To Lovers - Conversation 3:  Jin's School Life with Kame Getting Mad –

Author:

Pairing: AKAME (as always! LOL)

Genre: Romance, Angst (a little bit)

Rating: PG-14 :)

Disclaimer: I don't think I look like an old man who owns a company full of hot guys, or do I? XD Even in gender we're not the same!  LOL!

Summary:  They say chatting is bad because you don’t know who you’re talking to there but for Kamenashi Kazuya and Akanishi Jin it was the best thing ever invented.

Warning: Fast-paced!

A/N: My second multichapter fic! So I hope you'll read it! And the italicized word in the parenthesis is the meaning of each emoticon written below. Thank you~

Dedicated to:

kazuha_ono

Conversation 3:  Jin's School Life with Kame Getting Mad

Night came and Kame was hoping that Jin would be online. He opened his laptop then he logged in his account. And what he found was Jin wasn’t online at the said time, 7pm. He waited and waited until it was 7:30pm, he was getting tired. When he was going to sign out, Jin was now online. His sadness was now replaced by happiness.

kame074: Hi! :D :D :D (smiles)

pinky_kizuna: Hi… You’re in a good mood. Why?

kame074: It’s because you went online! :D (smiles) Even though you were late by 30 minutes.

pinky_kizuna: Sorry.

kame074: No, it’s okay.

pinky_kizuna: :-* (kiss)

kame074: Eh?!

pinky_kizuna: :D (smiles)

kame074: :)

(Kame was blushing a lot when Jin did that, as for Jin a smirk was forming on his face.)

pinky_kizuna: What should we talk about?

kame074: hmmm…

pinky_kizuna: hmmm…

kame074: You’re mimicking me.

pinky_kizuna: Nope.

kame074: Yes, you are.

pinky_kizuna: No, I’m not.

(Then a topic came to Kame.)

kame074: I know what we’ll talk about!

pinky_kizuna: What?

kame074: SCHOOL!

pinky_kizuna: Sure. You first.

kame074: Okay.

kame074: Well, uhm… you should go first. :D (smiles)

pinky_kizuna: Alright.

pinky_kizuna: I was pretty known at my school, being the most handsome and the sexiest guy there. Hahaha… :)) (laughing)

kame074: Yeah, right. 8-| (rolling eyes)

pinky_kizuna: Yeah, I really am. Everyone told me that I was a playboy because of my looks, which I was not.

kame074: Based on your picture, you look like a playboy.

pinky_kizuna: I am not! Uhm… Just a little back then

kame074: See! I told you!

pinky_kizuna: Hey! It was back then!!

kame074: Easy… Haha… How many girls did you date then?

pinky_kizuna: About 5, but not at the same time.

kame074: Woah! That’s many! Did you have girlfriends?

pinky_kizuna: Yeah.

kame074: How many?

pinky_kizuna: 2, I think.

kame074: Did you do “it” with them?

pinky_kizuna: No, of course not!

kame074: Really? Why? :-/ (curious)

pinky_kizuna: Because I’ll only do it with the person I truly love.

kame074: Don’t you love the girlfriends you had?

pinky_kizuna: I do love them, but I really couldn’t do it. It seems that there is the right person for me to do it with.

kame074: Still you’re a playboy?

pinky_kizuna: If dating more than 1 girl is being a playboy, then yes.

kame074: :)

(Kame’s emoticon was really wrong, for some reason he got hurt at Jin said, he was jealous of the girls Jin dated and had been his girlfriends.)

(Jin felt for whatever the reason it that pain engulfed Kame’s heart.)

pinky_kizuna:  Does it hurt?

kame074: What does hurt?

pinky_kizuna: Your heart.

(Kame’s tears were welling up when Jin said that, he couldn’t stop his tears from flowing out of his eyes.

pinky_kizuna: Kazu?

pinky_kizuna: Kazu?

pinky_kizuna: Kazu?

pinky_kizuna: Are you still there? :-/ (curious)

kame074: Yeah… I’m alright… Don’t worry…

pinky_kizuna: Are you sure?

kame074: Yup.

pinky_kizuna: You’re lying.

kame074: No, I’m not.

pinky_kizuna: Yes, you are. I don’t know what the reason is  but I can feel that you’re really in pain.

kame074: Let’s end this. Good night.

pinky_kizuna: Tomorrow again?

Kame then signed out.

“Oh no, I made Kazu mad. Well, it’s not my fault, he started it. But then again, half of it was my fault too. I should say sorry to him tomorrow. But why does it feel that I’m so attached to Kazu? Hmmm…” Jin sought the answer in his mind.

“Why the hell am I crying??!! I shouldn’t be crying!! I don’t even like Jin! The hell I care if he did it with his girlfriends or how many girls he dated! Am I really that stupid to like someone in the internet?! Am I?! Am I?!” Kame angrily shouted.

They both just waited for the next day and the next thing to happen.

From Chatters To Lovers - Conversation 2: Seeing You –

Author: </span></span></a></span>

Pairing: AKAME (as always! LOL)

Genre: Romance, Angst (a little bit)

Rating: PG-14 :)

Disclaimer: I don't think I look like an old man who owns a company full of hot guys, or do I? XD Even in gender we're not the same!  LOL!

Summary:  They say chatting is bad because you don’t know who you’re talking there but for Kamenashi Kazuya and Akanishi Jin it was the best thing ever invented.

Warning: Fast-paced!

A/N: My second multichapter fic! So I hope you'll read it! And the italicized word in the parenthesis is the meaning of each emoticon written below. Thank you~

Comments are LOVE!

Conversation 2: Seeing You 

Kame woke up early as he was really excited in chatting with Jin even if they will do that at 7pm. To pass time, he decided to do some chores. He did the laundry, cleaned the house, ironed his clothes and the last thing he did is grocery shopping. When he went grocery shopping he passed by a man sitting on a bench wearing a leather black jacket with black sleeveless shirt under and jeans. He didn’t know why but his instincts told him that the person was Akanishi Jin, and he was right. He wanted to try and ask if he is really Jin, but he was too shy and maybe get embarrassed so he just went home carrying the groceries.

At that time, Jin too felt that the guy who passed by is Kamenashi Kazuya, but with the same reason as Kame’s he also didn’t ask.

It was five minutes past 7 when Kame went online because he had to take care of the groceries.

kame074: hi!

pinky_kizuna: hi! You were late by 5 minutes. :)) (laughing)

kame074: I know, I’m sorry. :( (sad)

pinky_kizuna: Hey, don’t be sad. It’s alright. :D (smiles)

kame074: Thanks.

pinky_kizuna: What did you do?

kame074: Well, I went grocery shopping.

pinky_kizuna: You were grocery shopping? :-O (surprised)

kame074: Yeah. Why are you surprised?

pinky_kizuna: I went grocery shopping too, but only for a few things.

kame074: Oh, can I ask you something?

pinky_kizuna: Sure. What is it?

(Kame felt shy again.)

kame074: Nothing. It’s nothing.

pinky_kizuna: You sure?

kame074: Yup!

pinky_kizuna: You sound or type like a girl.

kame074: That’s what they say too except for the sound or type, only the looks.

pinky_kizuna: Oh, so you’re a man?

kame074: Obviously, but my features are a bit feminine. Everyone mistakens me as a girl

yet I keep telling them I’m a man.

pinky_kizuna: That sounds interesting; can I see your pictures?

kame074: Interesting? Not really… Here are my pictures.

pinky_kizuna: Thanks.

kame074: You have to show your pictures too.

pinky_kizuna: Yeah.

So Kame and Jin both sent their pictures to each other.
kame074:
 

pinky_kizuna:

pinky_kizuna: You really look like a girl.

kame074: Told you so.

pinky_kizuna: I like it. :”> :-* (blush and kiss)

kame074: What?

Jin then signed out.

“Arghh… Why did those 3 words slip out?! Why did I say that? For starters, he really looks like a girl but he is so good-looking. I like the picture that he sent to me. Oh no, am I liking him? No, no ,no, nooooo…” Jin screamed out loud then he hit himself with a pillow continuously.

Kame was surprised with Jin’s last reply, he blankly stared at the screen with his mouth gaped open. He closed his laptop with trembling hands, he was blushing as red as a tomato. Kame also remembered Jin’s picture, the latter was so handsome, slim and sexy. He kept on blushing and blushing as he remembered the picture from time to time. They slept turning and tossing around the bed.

 A/N: Credit for the pictures: jone_records jinaday pornvilai  (for the Kame's Jeanist Award Picture, am not sure if it is pornvilai , so if you know kindly tell me :) thank you!)

From Chatters To Lovers - Conversation 1: First Meeting -

Author: ryuuki05</span> 

Pairing: AKAME (as always! LOL)

Genre: Romance, Angst (a little bit)

Rating: PG-14 :)

Disclaimer: I don't think I look like an old man who owns a company full of hot guys, or do I? XD Even in gender we're not the same!  LOL!

Summary:  They say chatting is bad because you don’t know who you’re talking there but for Kamenashi Kazuya and Akanishi Jin it was the best thing ever invented.

Warning: Fast-paced!

A/N: My second multichapter fic! So I hope you'll read it! And the italicized word in the parenthesis is the meaning of each emoticon written below. Thank you~

Comments are LOVE!

Conversation 1: First Meeting

Kame was bored and he started searching a chatting site and he found one, it was the “Red Thread Messenger”. Since he was bored he gave it a shot.

He doesn't want to talk to someone who wants to have sexual intercourses in the net or someone who wants to talk about dirty, malicious things. He just wanted to have friends and maybe a lover as well.

So he searched for a chat mate on the list and came across a user with the name  “pinky_kizuna”. He decided to talk with the user.

kame074: Hello.

pinky_kizuna: Hi.

kame074: Can I talk to you?

pinky_kizuna: Haha! If I wouldn’t want to, I shouldn’t have replied to you.

kame074: Oh yeah. :”> (blush)

pinky_kizuna: You’re funny. I think this is going to be interesting chat. :D (smiles)

kame074: May I know your name?

pinky_kizuna: You first. You’re the one who started the conversation. Lol!

pinky_kizuna: Is Kazu-chan fine?

kame074: uh… yeah… It’s fine. :”> (blush)

pinky_kizuna: Why are you blushing again? I’m sure you’re not embarrassed right? Haha!

kame074: I’m not. It’s just that only the ones who calls me that are the people who are really close to me.

pinky_kizuna: So I can’t call you Kazu-chan considering this is our first meeting, right?

pinky_kizuna: Yay! Thank you!

kame074: By the way, what’s you’re name?

pinky_kizuna: Akanishi Jin. You can call me Jin! :D (smiles)

kame074: What about Bakanishi or Butanishi? Haha! Only joking~

pinky_kizuna: It’s true, people call me that here. :)) (laughs)

kame074: Haha! I would love to hear people call you that! =)) (rolling on the floor laughing)

kame074: What?!

pinky_kizuna: uh… Nothing.

kame074: Hmm… Okay… I see… Then I’m going to go now. Nice meeting you!

pinky_kizuna: Yeah you too. Tomorrow again?

kame074: Sure! What time do you want?

pinky_kizuna: Say, 7pm?

kame074: Ok! :”> (blush)

pinky_kizuna: Why again? Haha!

kame074: I just clicked the blushing emoticon instead of the waving emoticon. Haha! Silly me!

pinky_kizuna: Are you sure that’s the reason?

kame074: hmmm… Pretty much? Haha! Oh yeah, if you like we can have our pictures tomorrow?

pinky_kizuna: Sure… *smiles*

kame074: Bye! :-h (waving)
 

pinky_kizuna: Haha! Bye! :-h (waving)

kame074: =)) (rolling on the floor laughing)

Kame then signed out. He didn’t know why he was blushing literally! He only met the guy in the internet and hasn’t even seen him yet.

“Why? Why? Why am I freaking blushing and excited for tomorrow to chat with Jin?”

JIN, when Kame said that name it stayed in his head throughout the night.

On the other side, Jin felt a tint of red on his cheeks.

“Dork! Why am I blushing too? Am I really a Bakanishi? Well, if liking someone in the internet and hasn’t even see him, then I am a Bakanishi! I’ll just wait for tomorrow and see what will happen. Wonder what Kazu-chan looks like?” Jin sighed then he went to sleep.

Mixed Up Matchmade in Heaven

Pairing: Akame, Ryopi, Pin, RyoJin, RyoKame

Genre: Fluff?,Romance, Crack?

Rating: PG-15

Disclaimer: I don’t own the characters but I own the story!!! And for the plot, it's somehow based on William Shakespeare's Midsummer Night's Dream

Summary: The title says all? I suck at summaries, haha!

Dedicated to: sayoshirota ,kazuha_ono ,tatsuyamada26  and jesssan plus kame_kiyumi  for making me post a new fic :)

There was once a fairy named Ueda, he was the fairy of love, but he likes to play with couples around. One time, when he was just roaming around he found two couples being sweet with each other.

“Ne Kame, do you love me?”  Jin asked with a grin.

“Of course, I love you. Really do.” Kame said giving a peck on Jin’s lips.

“And what about us? Do we love each other?” Ryo said with an innocent smile and gleeful eyes.

“Of course, babe. We will, forevermore.” Pi said matching a kiss with it. The couples kept on saying lovey-dovey things to their partners until the fairy of love butts in.

“I’ll have a little fun with this couples, I’ll exchange their partners.” Ueda, the fairy, smirked.

“Kazu, honey would you like to stay under the tree and sleep with me for just a few minutes?” Jin asked.

“I would love to dear, let’s go!” Kame answered happily.

“Can we join too?” Ryo said excitedly.

“Of course, you can!” Kame replied.

The couples then lied down. Kame lied on Jin’s chest, hands entwined while Ryo hugged Pi.

“Yeah! This would make it easier!” Ueda said.

He waved his magical wand.

“Pie, Pie, Bipety, Bopety, BOO!” As he said that stardust fell from the wand and onto the couples. The couples felt weird and they started waking up.

“Uhhh---I feel weird today.” Kame said while yawning.

“Me too.” Jin said.

“Count me in.”

But each of them were surprised that the person beside them is not their lover except for one.

“Oh, Ryo… What are you doing there beside Pi?” Kame said while crawling towards Ryo.

“Eh? What do you mean? And what are you doing with Jin? He’s mine!” Ryo started to back away from Kame.

“What are you saying? Jin’s not YOURS! He’s MINE!” Pi yelled to Ryo.

“Okay! Stop it! Do you really mean what you just said guys?” Jin said.

“What? Of course we meant it.” Kame said.

“Yeah, my love for you Jin is everlasting.” Ryo said it with matching actions.

“What are you saying Ryo? Again! Jin is really really MINE! Never gonna be YOURS!” Pi fought back.

Then Ryo and Pi started to fight again.

“Hold up! Stop your bickering!” Jin shouted to prevent his two friends from fighting.

“What?!” Ryo and Pi both said in unison.

“Let me get this straight, Kame loves Ryo, Ryo loves me and Pi loves me too?”

“Yeah, Yes, Yup.” Were the answers of the three.

 “Wait, that’s not right.” Jin said.

“What’s not right?” Ryo asked.

“I mean, Kame should love me, Ryo should love Pi and Pi should love Ryo.”

“That’s not right Jin.” Kame said.

“Wait, so who do you love Jin? Me or Ryo?” Pi asked.

“Neither. I love Kame, not you two. Because you two are supposed to love each other not hate each other.”

“Eh?? Did I really love this guy who has Man Boobs?” Ryo said to Jin while insulting Pi in the process.

“And Jin, honey, I didn’t love you instead I love this Frog Face Man?” Pi said while clinging to Jin’s arms then sticking his tongue out to Ryo.

“Get you hands off my Jin.” Ryo said while taking Pi’s arms out of Jin’s dangerously.

“Why you!!!” Pi said then he pinched Ryo’s nose and Ryo pinched Pi’s cheeks hard.

“You two stop it!” Jin shouted again to his two best friends but they still didn’t stop until Kame butted in.

“Uhm…” Kame said.

“What?” Pi and Ryo said angrily.

“So, do I love Jin?” Kame asked shyly.

“Yes, that’s right Kame.” Jin answered.

“But I love Ryo, not you Jin.”

“Maybe this will help.”

Jin tried to kiss Kame but Kame escaped from the kiss.

“WHAT???!!!! KAME!!!” Ryo and Pi screamed.

Jin was shocked, Kame escaped from him.

“Okay, something’s not right.” Jin said.

Jin saw the two running after Kame.

“I’m gonna get you Kame!” Pi shouted.

“No! I’m gonna get him first!” Ryo said.

“What happened just now?” Jin stared in disbelief at the two chasing Kame, who was running around.

The fairy of love just laughed at the couples, he always have fun doing these kinds of things. It was kinda ironic that he was called the fairy of love yet he messes with couples around instead of getting them together.

It was getting dark and things haven’t got to normal again. Jin was getting annoyed by the three, one was whining about the other who ignores him, the other was babbling on how much he loves Jin and the last one was clinging to Jin tight.

He ruffled his hair in frustration. How was he going to make his two friends fall in love with each other especially to make his lover fall in love with him again?

Then something caught his attention, a glowing light, flying around. He decided to follow the light sneakily while the others were in their own world. They ended up at a big tree the fairy, Ueda stayed on a branch and Jin was nearing Ueda carefully. As Jin was nearing the light, little by little he could see something inside the light and in that instant he thought of fairies.

“Hello.” Jin greeted the fairy.

Ueda was the surprised and speechless, he didn’t move, he hoped that the human was just imagining. The thing is, fairies can’t be seen by the naked eye, but if you’re one of the fairy’s victims or related to the victim then you might see the fairy. As for Jin, considering his lover is a victim, he can see the fairy.

“I know you’re a fairy. Can I know what kind of fairy are you?” asked Jin.

Seeing that there’s not point in not moving, Ueda decided to reply. He remembered that the person who’s talking to him is his victim’s lover.

“Love. I’m the fairy of love, sir.” Ueda answered politely.

“Love? Can you help me?” Jin was so desperate.

Ueda has to choose the right words now; the fairy was in deep thought.

“So, can you help me?” Jin pouted at the fairy.

Ueda can’t stand those kind of faces, he eventually gave in.

“Oh, fine. I’ll help you.”

“Really? Thank you!”

“So, what’s this all about?” Ueda still asked even thought he already knows it.

“You see my lover is in love with my friends and my friends are in love with me. And I want things to go back to normal again. I want my lover back; I want my friends to love each other again. I don’t want them to hate each other. I want them to love each other. And did I mention that I really WANT my lover back. As in really really want. I love him more than anything, I want him back. Please can you make things normal again? Please…” Jin begged and cried desperately, he didn’t care if he cried in front of the fairy, all he wants was for him and Kazuya to be back again as well for his friends Ryo and Pi too.

Ueda felt really guilty of what he did; this was the first time he saw someone begged and cried in front of him. He felt pitiful for Jin so he helped the poor guy.

“Okay. I’ll make things go back to normal now. But, the people who are involved in this, excluding you will have their memory about this incident erased.”

“Yes, just please make things normal again.”

And with the wave of Ueda’s wand, everything went back to normal again. Jin said his thanks to the fairy and he went back to the three. When he came back there he saw his two friends cuddling and his lover pouting and glaring at the couple in front of him. Jin surprised Kame by hugging him from behind.

“Jin!! You’re back! I was getting lonely being alone here.” Kame snuggled up tight to Jin.

“Aww… Kazu, honey, you know I’ll never leave you alone. I just fixed a few things.” Jin scratched his nape nervously.

“What kind of things?” Kame mumbled to Jin’s chest while clutching his shirt tight.

“You don’t remember?” Jin broke their hug.

“Remember what?” Kazu looked at Jin confusingly.

“You guys don’t remember what just happened hours ago?” Jin barked at the couple too.

“What are you talking about Bakanishi?” the couple said.

‘Ooops… I forgot, I’m the only one who remembers that.’ Jin smiled sheepishly at himself.

“Oi Bakanishi! What are you talking about? You just ruined our moment here! Don’t you dare say that it’s just nothing! Or else you’ll pay for that! Right Shuuji-kun??” Pi said to Kame sweetly.

“WHAT?! Don’t you dare call Kame like that! He’s mine!” Jin said to Pi, protecting his Kame.

“Hey! Stop it you two!” Ryo interrupted his lover and his friend from continuing the fight.

“Uhm…” Kame added in.

“WHAT?!”  the three shouted.

‘Hmmm… Déjà vu.’ Jin thought.

“Can you just let Jin tell the story? I’m interested in what Jin has to tell us.” Kame nervously said.

The three said their sorry to Kame.

“So, can I start now?”

“Sure.”

So Jin was in front of them, just like a storyteller. He started telling them the story.

“Really? I fell in love with you Jin?” Pi shudders at the thought of him falling in love with his best friend.

“I don’t believe your story Jin. Why would I, who really loves Pi, fall in love with someone like you?” Ryo too, shudders at the thought.

“You should—hey! Why are you two ganging up on me? It’s not my fault I have good looks.”

“Ehhh???!!!” the two can’t believe their friend, but it is the Akanishi Jin after all so no argue about that.

Jin noticed that Kame was silent so he went to his lover and comforted the young man.

“Hey, Kazu dear, something wrong?”

Kame sobbed.

“Why is that no one fell in love with me? Am I that ugly?”

Jin realized that Kame was sad because of that, he hugged his lover securely and cooed him.

“It’s that fairy’s fault. But now I’m the only one who will love you and you’re the only one who’ll love me forevermore. So stop crying ok?” Jin wiped his lover’s tears and Kame kissed Jin’s lips soft at first but it got more hot and passionate. Dominating each other, tongue-tied and sucking sounds were produced in their kiss. Jin then proceeded down in taking Kame’s polo off, but his actions were stopped by the other couple.

“Hey! Get a room!” Pi shouted.

“Yeah! You two should go home and just continue your love making there!”  Ryo growled.

“Why? Are you two jealous?” Jin said with a smirk and he continued in kissing and sucking kame’s neck then leaving a bite mark there.

The couple couldn’t hold it anymore. There were getting a hard-on just by seeing their friends making out.

“YES! We are jealous!” Ryo blurted out. Pi was quiet, he was staring at his erection bulging from his pant.s

“Fine! Kazu, let’s go home! If they started to make love too we can’t concentrate on our own and might be joined by those two! We rather do it at home so that we can concentrate!” Jin clamored then he stood up grabbing Kame’s hand.

Theo other couple were left aghast. Kame was panting hard when they left.

“Come on Kazu! Let’s go home and continue our affectionate deed there.

Jin and Kame left the couple who were trying to shake there abruptness just now.

“Now what am I going to do with this?” Pi pointed at his crotch proudly standing up.

“Maybe I can help you with that.” Ryo huskily said while he palmed Pi’s erection.

“O…okay…” Pi moaned.

“Shall we continue this at home, honey?”

Pi just nodded vigorously, and the couple too went home.

Ueda was just astonished in the scene he just saw, never in his entire fairy life would he see couples being horny like that and doing it in public.

“Hmmm… I guess I too, have a problem. Well, I have to deal with it now.” Ueda looked down at his aroused cock and sighed then he flew away fast back to his home to take care of his problem.

 

Title: The Best Birthday Gift Ever
Pairing: Akame
Rating: PG-14
Disclaimer: Don't own JE, only the plot! hahah!! and the fic! :D
Summary: well, the title speaks for itself! :D

A/N: really late birthday fic, but it is also for kat-tun's anniv, haha!!
dedicated to ,kame_kiyumi , akame_hime , peace_l0v3 and tatsuyamada26 

Jin's favorite line is::: "You'll see."

XDDD

Kame and Jin were together for some time now and Jin wants to marry Kame, to be with him forever. He wanted to propose on Kame’s 23^rd birthday same as Kame’s day of birth the 23^rd of February.

Jin woke up blocking his face with his hand from the sunlight, and then he looked at the figure snuggling next to him, his soon-to-be husband/wife. He was lucky to have someone like Kazuya and he would even be luckier if Kazuya would agree to marry him. He caresses the cheek of his Kame, the latter flinched at that but he grabbed the hand that caressed his cheek and then kissed it.

“Jin, let me sleep for 5 minutes, I’m still tired from our lovemaking last night,”

“Sure, I’ll let you rest. It’s your very SPECIAL day anyway. Happy Birthday dear Kazu-chan!.” Jin pecks a kiss on Kame’s lips.

“Thank you. I hope I will have a wonderful day today.” Kame too pecks a kiss on Jin’s lips.

“I know you will, so sleep tight for now.”

“Yeah.”

Kame then went back to sleeping. Jin then got off the bed and went downstairs to prepare a breakfast-on-bed to Kame. Jin took the squid from the refrigerator and then cooked it. He prepared the plate, chopsticks on the tray; he placed the juice, an onigiri and lastly the squid that smells great, on the plate. Jin carried the tray upstairs to their room. The squid’s aroma tickled Kame’s nose, he wakes up immediately and then he sat up. He was surprised to see Jin carrying a tray, which contains his favorite food.

“Jin, did you made this for me?” Kame asked.

“Yeah. Just for you.” Jin said while placing on Kame’s lap.

“Thanks Jin!”

“You’re welcome. Now eat up!”

“Hai! I will, Itadakimasu!” then Kame started eating. After a few minutes Kame was finished eating, he then placed the tray on the table.

“Ne Jin, come here.” Kame stretched out his arms and spread his legs open. Jin sat in front of Kame with his back facing Kame, he then hugged Jin tight.

“What a wonderful morning to start my day…” Kame said while placing his chin on Jin’s shoulders, Jin turned around and kissed Kame.

“…and it will even be more wonderful if you were to come to the Jimusho and I have a big surprise for you.”

“What surprise?”

“If I tell you then it wouldn’t be a surprise anymore, wouldn’t it?”

“Guess you’re right.”

“We better dress up and go to the Jimusho now,”

“What’s going to happen there? It’s so early.”

“You’ll see and it’s the perfect time now.”

Flashback

Jin met with the rest of KAT-TUN, NEWS and Kanjani8; they planned to have a surprise party for Kame.

“Yosh! Everybody, we should have a surprise party for our dear Kame-chan!!” Jin said.

“Hai! We should have balloons, cakes, clowns, karaoke, magicians and party hats!” exclaimed by Junno.

“It’s not a kid’s party.” Ueda said.

“Awww…but Tat-chan! It will be fun!” Junno pouted,

“Yeah, but no clowns and party hats.” Ryo said.

“So, let’s start preparing!” Pi said.

“YEAH!” all of them said in unison.

The three groups started to decorate the Jimusho, they bought balloons, decorations, food and many more. They used their dance rehearsal room for the birthday party. Everything was set except for the person who will celebrate his birthday.

End of flashback

After one hour, they were ready to go to the Jimusho. When they came there, it was very dark. There was no light on; it seems that no one was there. Kame took hold of Jin’s sleeves warning Jin that he is afraid.

“Jin, why is it dark here? Haven’t they arrived yet?” Kame said while trembling.

“Don’t be afraid. We’re not here to scare you.” Jin reassured to Kame gently holding Kame’s hand that’s gripping the sleeve of his shirt.

“We?”

“You’ll see.”

They walked into the dance rehearsal room, and then Jin opened the lights and Kame was greeted by the other members of KAT-TUN, NEWS and Kanjani8, Kame was really surprised and happy as well.

“Happy Birthday Kazuya!!” everyone greeted.

“Thank you everybody!” Kame greeted back.

Each group gave Kame a present except for the rest members of KAT-TUN who gave their presents individually. After giving their presents, they started eating and chatting with each other.

“Hey Kame!” Yuu called.

“What is it?” Kame said.

“Do you have any plans after the party?” Yuu said with a grin.

“Nothing, not that I know.”

“Oh… I see.” Yuu’s grin faltered away. He thought Kame and Jin have plans after the party.

“Why are you asking?”

“Well, I am a fan of your pairing and I thought that you two will have “plans” considering that it is your birthday today.”

“From what I remember, Jin didn’t tell anything like that though he said something like a surprise for me, maybe this is the surprise.” Kame pondered on that.

“Maybe he does or maybe it will be a surprise or maybe he doesn’t, but I’m sure he will…” Yuu thought of the craziest, babbling it all to Kame, who was in deep-thought.

‘Yuu’s right, Jin only made a breakfast-in-bed for me and nothing else. Maybe

Jin did plan something or maybe he didn’t, but I know Jin.’ Kame thought the same with Yuu.

While Yuu and Kame were talking, Jin was devising a surprise for Kame. It was 5pm when the party ended. Kame and Jin went home and they sat on their couch.

“The party was fun! My birthday was really wonderful.” Kame said to Jin with a happy face.

“Yeah, it was fun and your birthday celebration will be much more wonderful.”

“Why?”

“You’ll see.”

Jin blindfolded Kame using his scented handkerchief to Kame. The perfumed used by Jin to spray onto the handkerchief is the one Kame loves that Jin uses.

“Mmmm… Smells good.” Kame said with a smile.

“Yes you do.” Jin said while nibbling Kame’s earlobe.

“Now, let’s go.” Jin went outside holding Kame’s hand carefully, guiding the latter to sit inside the car

“Where…where…are we going Jin?” Kame said shakily. He was getting nervous as to were they were going plus he is also blindfolded at the moment. But he know Jin, Jin wouldn’t hurt him.

“Don’t be afraid, I’m here.” Jin reassured again holding Kame’s hands gently while driving.

“Okay.” Kame said reciprocating Jin’s hold.

While driving, Jin told Kame about their dates, memories when they are together. Kame was blushing when Jin told their story. After 15 minutes, they arrived at the beach. Jin prepared dinner for the two of them at the beach.

“We’re here.”

“Where?”

“You’ll see.”

Jin went out of the car and then he went to Kame. Jin carefully guided Kame to the table. Once Kame sat on the chair, Jin took off the blindfold. Kame was amazed by the scenery, the moonlight glistening over the ocean, the wind howling gently and the sound of waves of the ocean crashing onto the rocks was so peaceful to the ears.

“Jin, this place is really, really beautiful.”

“I knew you would love a place like this.” Jin kissed Kame full on the lips.

“Thank you so much.” Kame said.

“So, let’s start eating.”

Jin cooked dinner for them earlier, he cooked dishes Kame likes. The couple, while eating, was talking about their memories again.

“Oh, did you remember the time when you fell ill and I had to take care of you?” Jin said.

“Of course! Who wouldn’t forget that your chicken soup was not tasty?” Kame jokingly said.

“Eh? It’s not tasty? But you said it was, you even gave me a peck on the cheek that time.”

“Oh yeah! And then after that you gave me a kiss and the next day we both fell ill. Ironic isn’t it?”

“Not really. At least, we got ill TOGETHER.”

“Yeah, together.”

After eating, Jin pulled a blanket under the table and then placed it on the sand. They sat there with Jin hugging Kame from behind.

“Jin, isn’t this wonderful? Just you and me, hugging each other, being with you.”

“Yeah, the two of us watching the ocean together and I kissing you.”

Jin turned Kame around and kissed him full on the lips. Kame deepened the kiss and they both lied down, still kissing, with Kame on top. Kame then proceeded into kissing Jin’s neck, biting and licking at the same time leaving bruises that will surely be clear the next day, Jin’s reply to Kame’s ministrations is by moaning loud. But before they could make love, Jin woke up from the pleasure Kame was giving to him.

“Ne Kame, would you like to stay with me forever?” Jin said while holding Kame’s hands.

“Of course Jin, I would love to stay with you forevermore. Why?”

“It’s because of this.”

Jin stood up and kneeled down in front of Kame.

“Kazuya, will you marry me, Akanishi Jin?” Jin took the ring out of his pocket.

“I don’t know what to say.” Kame was really surprised when Jin said that.

“Say yes and be mine forever.” Jin held out his other hand.”

“Alright, YES!” Kame jumped on Jin, then Jin placed the ring on Kame’s ring finger, then Kame kissed Jin again oh-so-passionately.

“Shall we continue my soon-to-be husband?” Kame said while caressing Jin’s face.

“Yes, my wife.” Jin smile. Kame lightly smacked Jin’s head.

“I love you so much Jin.” Kame said before continuing.

“I love you too so much, Kame.”

Jin proposed, Kame accepted, they got wed and the rest was history.

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HAPPY ANNIVERSARY KAT-TUN!! GOOD LUCK AND MAY YOU HAVE MORE PROJECTS, MOVIES ALBUMS AND CONCERTS IN THE FUTURE!!! :D

Kamenashi Kazuya:

Akanishi Jin:

Taguchi Junnosuke:

Tanaka Koki:

Nakamaru Yuichi:

Death

Pain, suffering

Darkness

Wrong freedom

Pure Black

Targets no one

Unescapable.

Spring

The season comes

The trees grow and flowers bloom

A new beginning

A new start, A new beginning, A new life

The wheel has turned and now I’m at the top

It really feels so good to breathe pure freedom

From all the problems and trials in life

I managed to solve all, I have done great

I’ll think positive and never lose hope

In the things I do, I will try my best

No matter how hard life gets, don’t give up

It’s all in my hands; I’ll do what I can

A new start also a new beginning

When one door closes, another opens

That’s the true meaning of a person’s life.

Struggles in Life

I know my life is full of problems

Yet I must be optimistic

I am not weak; I will be strong like a gem

The time’s ticking; I know I must be quick

Time’s up and I’m being pessimistic

I’m getting weak and I’m feeling it

My problems are killing me bit by bit.

Weakness Is my Name

Everyday I feel so sad

It seems that I always want to cry

Day and night, it makes me mad

I’m losing hope and I don’t want to try

All these pain I’m feeling, I want to drop

To drop living a life and just die

I am always at the bottom never at the top

See? I am weak, always have been

And I think I should just stop.

The Blade that Never Leaves Me

The blade is piercing through my skin

The blood oozed out of it

I felt that the blade was my twin

I’m now in a dark pit

The blade never gave pain to me

It only gave pleasure

I could never set myself free

This pain I can’t measure

I have lost hope and I have lost my life

I will just let It be

And now the blade is like a wife

Always attached to me!

I’m Not Letting Go

Pairing: AKAME

Genre: Smut, Romance

Rating: PG-13 in the beginning and NC-17 in the end

Disclaimer: I don’t own the characters but I own the story!!!

Summary: Jin is a son of a rich but broken family and Kazu is the son of a normal family but his past was really bad. His experience with love was horrifying... Does being in love with Jin change about his view in love?

A/N: Dedicated to

jillian_14

seiyume_echizen

</a></b></a>ylhen12 ,</a></b></a>kame_kiyumi ,</b></a>peace_l0v3

</a></b></a>neko_desukara  and to my itoko tatsuyamada26 

          Chapter 6: I’m not letting you go

Kazu ran fast still Jin didn’t catch up with Kazu. Kazu called a taxi and immediately went inside then shut the door quickly. Jin placed his hand on the window and mouthed “Please open the window” to Kazu. Kazu opened the window but didn’t face Jin.

“I trusted you.” Kazu said while biting his lips hard that made blood draw out and his tears falling non-stop.

“Let me explain.” Jin said with an almost crying voice.

“Explain what? That you enjoyed the kiss! I saw you closing your eyes! Don’t say you were just tired!” Kazu yelled facing Jin.

“When I was kissing her, it felt like I was kissing you.”

“Really?”

“Yes.”

“Wow… is that the lamest excuse you could ever come up??” Kazu said sarcastically.

“…” silence engulfs Jin’s words.

“Driver, let’s go.” Kazu told the driver.

“Yes.”

The driver stepped on the gas and went away. Jin still followed the taxi and Kazu still followed the taxi but Kazu didn’t close his window yet. Suddenly Jin didn’t notice that a car was going towards him. He saw Jin hit by a car by his very own eyes, he stopped the taxi and went out of it, he ran really fast to Jin. He called the taxi back and placed Jin on the backseat with Jin’s head on his lap.

“Driver, can you take us to the hospital?”

“Yes.”

“Hurry!” the driver stepped on the gas and zoomed away.

“My Jin…”Kazu said in a soft voice while crying and caressing Jin’s wounded/ bruised face.

After a few minutes they arrived at the hospital,

“Here’s 200 yen, keep the change.” Kazu paid the driver.

The driver helped Kazu carry Jin. Kazu asked for a doctor to the receptionist. And the driver went back to the car with Kazu saying thank you to him.

Kazu walked to and fro worried of Jin. Eventually, he sat down and started calming himself. He prayed and hoped that Jin would be fine.

27 minutes later…

The doctor came out of Jin’s room.

“Dr. Riko, how’s Jin?” Kazu said with a cracked up voice.

“He just got bumps, bruises and scratches. Nothing serious happened to him. He’s lucky that nothing serious happened to hi. Accidents like that have tough consequences. But he Is LUCKY to survive.”

“I’m really relieved. When can he leave the hospital?”

“After 4 days or so.”

“Oh I see. Can I come into Jin’s room now?”

“After 23 minutes, you can buy some food while waiting. Have your dinner too.”

“Ok, thanks Dr. Riko.”

“You’re welcome. If you ever need anything just go to the receptionist or find a nurse and they’ll help you out.”

“Thank you, Doctor.” Kazu bowed.

Kazu then went out of the hospital and found a nearby convenient store.

“Hm, what shall I buy? Ah! I know Jin’s favorite is pasta. I’ll buy spaghetti and uhm…let me see… Ramen and Squid too! Jin needs something warm and squids are my fave!” Kazu said excitedly.

Kazu bought two bottled water, spaghetti, two ramens and squid balls. He went back to the hospital just in time. He opened the door and saw Jin sleeping peacefully. Kazu was mesmerized by the sleeping figure on the bed. The way it breathes, it sleeps and snores? Kazu laughed when he saw Jin snoring. Kazu was really relieved that Jin was alright, he was so scared, what will he do if Jin wasn’t there beside him? He may never see Jin’s angelic face again.

He got a chair and placed it beside Jin’s bed. He puts the food on the table and then he sits down. Kazu held Jin’s hands nearing it to his lips, he cried at the moment as he was remembering the memories he had with Jin before the accident. Jin’s finger began to move as he felt warm tears falling on his hands. Kazu opened his eyes and checked on Jin. He saw Jin opening his eyes slowly, Jin was waking up! He was looking at Kazu with a smile,

“Jin, are you feeling alright now?”

“Mm. I’m alright now.” Jin gripped Kazu’s hands tight and looked at him with sad, teary eyes. Kazu was puzzled with Jin’s look.

“Jin why are you like that?”

“I’m sorry Kazu.”

“Sorry for what?”

“The incident that happened at the park earlier.”

Kame’s felt anger rushing from his blood. Kazu tried to walk out but Jin didn’t let go of his hand, Jin used all the remaining energy he has just to pull Kazu into his embrace.

“Jin, let me go!!! You lied to me!!!”

“I would never ever lie to you!” Jin’s words were sincere.

“No, you just lied to me now.” Jin could feel the pain in Kazu’s heart.

“You’re the one who should be cured not me!”

“But…” Kazu was surprised with what Jin said. Kazu tried to break free from their hug yet, Jin wouldn’t let go,

“I’m not letting you go! Not ever! Letting you go will be the biggest mistake in my life!” Jin said to Kazu, hugging the latter tighter.

Kazu cried hearing those words.

Jin broke their hug and kissed Kazu’s forehead, Kazu closed his eyes enjoying the warmth breath of Jin. Jin then kissed Kazu’s nose and next was his smooth lips. Kazu forgot the incident, Jin accident with that kiss. Jin too forgot his pain he was feeling at the moment. Kazu deepened the kiss wanting more of Jin. Their kiss was so hot, one begging for an entrance to Kazu’s mouth. There was heat building up from the closeness of their bodies, Jin tempted to sneak a hand inside Kazu’s shirt but Kazu stopped him again and said.

“Jin, not here and not now; after you’re healed and at our apartment.”

“Yeah, you’re right. By the way, when will I be going out of the hospital?”

“After four days or so.”

That long?”

“It isn’t that long. Plus you need to get better so you can do “IT” properly.”

“Why? I can even do it now.” Jin smirked

“Oh really?” Kazu said sarcastically.

Jin grabbed Kazu and kissed him ever so passionately, like there’s no tomorrow. Jin sneaked a hand inside Kazu’s shirt but Kazu didn’t stop him instead he took Jin’s other hand and placed it on his ass. Jin then groped it hard making Kame moan Jin’s name.

“Oh Jin… it feels… good… mmm…” Kazu said between their kisses.

Suddenly, Jin’s stomach began to grumble. Kazu stood up and said while taking the 1^st and 2^nd button of his WHITE SHIRT.

“Are you hungry?” Kazu said teasingly to Jin.

Jin looked at him with a grin.

“Jin, close your eyes and open your mouth.” Kazu commanded in a very sexy way, Jin followed him and he closed his eyes and opened his mouth. Kazu quietly opened the squid balls, spaghetti and the ramen. Kazu took out a squid ball and said.

“Open wide! Here it comes!.”

“Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhh…”

Kazu placed the squid ball in Jin’s mouth. Jin felt weird so he opened his eyes and saw Kazu smiling. He chewed what was in his mouth and he smile after eating it.

“Mmmm.. Squid…Your fave…” Jin pouted.

“Owh. Why are you pouting dear?”

“Nothing.”

“I know what will change your pout into a smile. Of course I haven’t forgotten your fave.”

Kazu took the spaghetti from the table and brought it to Jin.

“Yay! Pasta!!! My fave!!! Thanks Kazu-chan!” Jin said acting like a kid.

“Want some ramen too?”

“Sure!”

“Here.” Kazu handed the ramen and the spaghetti with a spoon, chopsticks and a fork.

“Delicious!” Jin said happily.

“I knew you’re going to like it.”

And they both laughed after that. Kazu sat beside Jin and intertwined fingers with him while Kazu’s other hand brushes Jin’s bangs to the side. They looked at each other with content faces. Kazu needed the warmth of Jin once more, so he hugged Jin savoring the warmth of the older man. Jin was surprised with Kazu’s action but he just reciprocated the hug and placed his face on Kazu’s head. They both closed their eyes feeling each other.

“Kazu, you smell nice.” Jin said.

“Mmmm…you too.” Inhaling Jin’s scent.

“I missed this even if we did this earlier. I really missed your warmth and your hug.”

“Yeah, me too.” He hugged Kazu tighter.

“Thanks, sweetie”

And they both fell asleep in that position thought it will hurt still they didn’t care as long as they’re in each others arms.

The next 4 days went by fast. Jin was completely healed.

“Jin, wait here. I’m going to the doctor and say that we are going to leave.”

“Ok, I’ll just wait here for you.”

Kazu went to the doctor and asked permission before they leave the hospital.

“Doctor, we’re going to leave now.”

“Oh, ok. Take care.”

“Yes, we will. Thank you very much.”

“You’re welcome.”

Kazu went back to Jin’s room and found Jin eating HIS chocolate with the half sticking out of his mouth.

“Hey! Jin why did you eat my chocolate?”

“I was hungry Kazu sweetie.” Jin mumbled with the chocolate in his mouth.

“You didn’t even leave some for me! But there is some left sticking out of your mouth. Maybe I could eat that remaining chocolate, huh? “Kazu said in a sexy way.

Jin smiled in respond to yes. Kazu ate the remaining chocolate in Jin’s mouth then he went straight to kissing Jin with the touch of the sweetness of the chocolate.

“Mmmm… delicious.” Kazu said after kissing Jin.

“What is the delicious? Me or the chocolate?” smugged Jin.

“Of course the chocolate! It’s branded!!”

“Huh? What?” Jin was dumbfounded.

“I’m just joking. Of  course it’s you Jin,”

“I’m relieved.”

“Though I still prefer the chocolates.”

“KAZU-CHAN!!!”

“Still joking! You know you really can’t be joked… Anyway let’s go!”

“Yeah! Let’s go!”

The two went back to their apartment holding hands. Jin went straight to the bed but he didn’t sleep yet he just sat there, while Kazu went to the bathroom.

“Am I ready to do this?” Kazu asked while looking at the mirror.

“I will be the one who will start it, I hope Jin is not like that guy. No! What am I thinking? Jin wouldn’t; be like that guy, I trust him. He will take care of me.”

Kazu quietly entered the room and wrapped his arms around Jin’s neck and Jin UNEXPECTEDLY froze. Then Kazu started to plant ticklish baby kisses on Jin’s nape while unbuttoning Jin’s shirt. Kazu’s breathing tickles Jin’s senses; Kazu then began to touch every part of Jin’s chest (He’s still behind Jin). A body part of Jin is starting to wake up from Kazu’s caresses. Kazu slowly turned the other to face him and pushed Jin gently to the bed. Then Kazu kissed him soft, after a while Kazu began to lick the other’s bottom lip asking permission to enter Jin’s mouth which Jin gladly accepted; parting his lips as he did. They moaned in each other’s mouth now wanting more. Jin groped Kazu’s ass hard with both of his hands. Jin was now lost in paradise when Kazu started to kiss every part of Jin’s sweaty body. He started from Jin’s collarbone sucking up that part then moving on to his nipples which made Jin moan and whimper. Kazu began to unzipped Jin’s pants revealing his aching member. He smirked as he thought of a way to tease the older man. He licked and sucked it really good, head bobbing up and down with matching puffed up cheeks. Because of the pleasure Kazu was giving Jin took hold of the sheets and moaned as if there was no tomorrow.

“Uhh… Ka…zu…More… More…Kazu, I want more.”

“You want more?” Kazu smirked.

“Yes!” Jin demanded.

Kazu carefully stroked Jin’s member making the older man groan Kazu’s name. Kazu the stroked it hard earning a scream from Jin releasing his seeds to Kazu’s hands.

Later on, Jin was getting tired and said.

“Kazu, stop it… Stop it sweetie.”

But Kazu was stubborn and didn’t stop; it seems that Kazu was enjoying himself.

“Kazu!!”

Jin then flipped positions with Kazu, Jin was now in control. Kazu then hanged his arms around Jin’s neck and pulled him closer to his face.

“Jin, make me yours. Just don’t be like that. I do trust you.” Kazu whispered to Jin’s ear.

“Don’t worry. I’ll really make you mine without hurting you.” Jin reassured to Kazu.

“But first, it feels different that you’re wearing clothes and I’m not.” So to be fair, I’m going take of your clothes slowly and one by one.”

“Then do what you like, Jin.”

Jin kissed Kazu hungry… and once again one of them was lost in paradise, it was now Kazu. Jin started to take of Kazu’s shirt and his pants while fluttering kisses on Kazu’s perfect, curvy and milky body. Jin left Kazu’s boxers behind as he has other plans before taking it in. He again kissed Kazu more passionate than ever. Suddenly he grabbed Kazu’s hardening member and rubbed it with his hands making the other cry for more.

“More you say?” Jin asked with a sexy voice.

“Yes! I want more!” pleaded Kazu.

Jin took off Kazu’s boxers and he began breathing on Kazu’s shaking thighs which sent shivers to Kazu’s spine. He sucked Kazu’s cock as his hands were spreading Kazu’s legs out and wide. He then stroked it gently; he’ll stroke it harder when Kazu says more because he doesn’t want to be like that guy, he doesn’t want to give Kazu pain only pleasure. The young boy moaned louder by the second.

“Uhh… Huh…Huh… Jin…Jin…Fuck me now! It’s ok.” Kazu said almost throwing the pillow away.

Jin followed Kazu, he inserted two fingers in Kazu’s hole doing a scissor like move, and when the third finger was inserted Kazu moaned his pleasure out. Jin then prepared his aching member and entered Kazu’s hole gently. He waits for Kazu to adjust with the foreign thing inside Kazu.

“Move…” Kazu said.

Jin then began to thrust into Kazu gently; Kazu was making the perfect moans every time Jin was thrusting into him. Jin became more excited as he puts more effort in his thrusts. He wanted to hear Kazu moan in a sexy way his name.

“Kazu, huh…huh…say my…name… with that… sexy moan of yours.” Jin said pushing into Kazu.

“I won’t until you give me more.” Kazu said while ENJOYING what Jin is doing.

“I’ll give you everything until you say it.” Jin kissed Kazu, still thrusting into Kazu. He then placed Kazu’s legs on his shoulders and pulled Kazu inserting his member inside Kazu.  He picked up the pace as he hits the sweet spot of Kazu.

Oohs and aahs soon filled the room. Kazu said what Jin was waiting for.

“Aaahhh...Yeah…Huh….Yes…Jin…Ahhhhh…Jin… Jin baby are you ready?”

“I’m ready Kazu sweetie.”

“Let’s go on 3.”

“1…”Jin started.

“2…”Kazu continued.

“3…”the two ended it spurting their seeds, Kazu on Jin’s stomach and Jin inside Kazu. They rested on their bed and faced each other.

“Jin, thank you. That was really great. I had a wonderful time doing it with you.” Kazu smiled resting his head on Jin’s chest.

“Me too, I’m really happy that I got to do it with my one and only Kazu.” Jin smiled back hugging the smaller man tight.

Kazu then turned to the side with Jin still hugging him from behind. Kazu then remembered a little box given to him by his mother; he got out of the bed carefully removing Jin’s arms around him. He went to his pants and took the box and opened it. He saw a letter and read it.

“Kazu dear this is a gift from your father and me. There are two pinky rings one with a ‘K’ stone and the other with a ‘J’ stone. I bet you’re wondering how I know right? Long story short I knew it from Taguchi’s mom. Don’t worry; we accept him and you being together. I hope you like what we gave to you two. Good bye! Take care! Love you!

                                                                                                                        , Mom”

Kazu also saw another box by the table, he opened it revealing and engagement ring. He saw a letter near the box.

“Dear Kazu,

From the moment I saw you getting beat up by a gang I immediately saved you from them and I’m glad I did. For the first I looked into your eyes I knew from the start that I love you. Days passed by and I knew that you also love me, and for that I was so happy! Then months passed by you told me a dark past of yours, I’m happy that you gave me trust so much and from there I loved you even more. My love for you is growing by the second. Sharing sweet kisses, hugs, and everything; you even helped me face my fears and I’m thankful for that. But when I hurt you that day, I couldn’t breathe when I saw you ran I away I swear I feel like I’m going to lose you forever and I don’t know what to do if I ever lose you instead you were the one who’s going to lose me. I got ran over by a car and I heard you crying. It was my fault hurting you, making you cry I should get all the blame. I shouldn’t be the one who will be healed it should be you, I’m happy that even if I hurt you, you still stood beside me. I had many fun and sweet memories with you and I wish we will have some more. And my wish will come true; I’ll ask you to marry me right here, right now.

                                                                                                                        Love, Jin”

Kazu took the necklace and the ring; he wore the pinky ring with a ‘J’ stone on it. While the other ring with a ‘K’ stone pendant on it. He placed it on Jin’s pinky. Jin opened his eyes and saw Kazu placing something on his pinky.

“What is that Kazu?”

“A ring given by my parents, it has a ‘K’ stone on it. And I too am wearing a ring with a ‘J’ stone on it.”

Jin looked at Kazu’s hands and saw the said item. He smiled and then hugged Kazu. Kazu broke their hug and said.

“Don’t you have something to place on my RING finger?”

‘Something I have to place?’ Jin thought.

“Oh yeah!” Jin said jumping out of the bed running to the table.

“What? Where is it? Where is the ring?” Jin shouted looking for the ring which is nowhere else to be found.

Kazu was giggling as he saw his naked boyfriend searching for the said ring,

“Are you looking for this?” Kazu handed the ring to Jin

“Yeah! this is the one.”

Jin knelt down in front of Kazu and said.

“Kamenashi Kazuya, will you marry me, Akanishi Jin?”

Kazu smile at what Jin was doing.

“Is there something funny?”

“No Jin, you don’t have to be formal. Just say will you be with me forever till death do us apart?”

“It’s the same, Kazu.” Jin smiled too.

“Well, now you do know the answer right?”

“Yeah, but I want to hear it from you.”

Silence.

“Kazu?”

“YES!!! I will marry you and stay by you forever and ever!” Kazu said standing up hugging Jin tight.

“I’m happy! So happy! I’m not letting you go ever!” Jin said hugging Kazu tighter.

“Me too I will never ever let you go.”

Kazu broke their hug and kissed Jin soft, gentle and sweet. After their heartwarming kiss they went back to bed sleeping in each others arms.


A/N: ok.. i'm done, my fic is done! uwaaa!! took me a decade too. hahah.. oh well, my smut part there is not good.. i know.. hahah.. this chapter was supposed to be short ask my itoko, but i guess i did the right thing coz' you would be porbably wonder what was jin going to give to kazu so there it goes.. thanks for tuning in to my fic! more fics to come.. thank you very much!

I’m Not Letting Go

Pairing: AKAME

Genre: Smut, Romance

Rating: PG-13 in the beginning and NC-17 in the end

Disclaimer: I don’t own the characters but I own the story!!!

Summary: Jin is a son of a rich but broken family and Kazu is the son of a normal family but his past was really bad. His experience with love was horrifying... Does being in love with Jin change about his view in love?

A/N: 1 more chapter to go!!


Chapter 5: Kissing another one

Jin rolled around the bed, as he dreamt of Kazu and him doing it, Kazu woke up and checked on Jin. He saw the other sweating, gasping, moaning and saying Kazu’s name with a sexy voice. 

“What is Jin dreaming? Is he dreaming about us doing it?” Kazu said in a quiet voice. Kazu tried to wake Jin up but Jin would not. So what he did is he pushed Jin off the bed and he woke up. Kazu laughed as he heard a thud and a groaning Jin,

“Nice dream? The bed’s pretty sticky and all.”

“Yes” Jin said blushing furiously.

“C’mon! I’ll prepare breakfast.”

“Yeah. I’ll help you!”

]The two ran to the kitchen like little kids. Jin helped Kazu in preparing their breakfast, which made them look like husband and wife.

“Oh yeah, I almost forgot. You want to stroll with me later in the place we went yesterday?”

“Yeah! I love to!”

“Plus, I’m going to give you something there.’

“Really? What is it?”

“It’s a secret.”

“Fine.”

Then Kazu’s rang.

“Hello.”

“Hello Kazu dear. This is Mom.”

“Oh, Hey Mom. What is it?”

“I want to pick up something for me.”

“What is it?”

“Just something for you.”

“Where?”

“At my office, the guard has it.”

“Ok!”

“Goodbye.”

“Yeah, Goodbye. Mom”

And they both hanged up,

“Uhm…Jin? I’m going to pick up something at my mom’s office.” Kame said.

“Can I come with you?” Jin asked.

“No. Just wait at the park. I’ll be there.”

“ But-“

Kazu placed a finger on Jin’s lips and said.

“At the park. Ok?”

And Jin just nodded. Kazu was about to leave when Jin grabbed Kazu’s wrist and hugged Kazu real tight. Jin was savoring the feeling of Kazu and him hugging each other. Jin gave importance to Kazu in that hug, the young man understood the other’s message , Kazu then broke their hug and he kissed Jin giving him what he deserve gentle but hot. Jin and Kazu was lost again in their sweet paradise. The taller man wrapped his around the smaller one, while the latter wrapped his arms around the taller man’s neck. Tasting each other’s mouth, tongue-tying, they couldn’t deny that it was good. Jin tried to sneak a hand inside Kazu’s shirt. But luck wasn’t beside him and Kazu noticed the hand sneaking inside his shirt and he snapped back into reality.

“Hey, Jin.” Kazu said trying to take Jin’s sneaky hand out of his shirt.

“I have to pick up something remember?” Kazu excused.

Kazu hurriedly went to the door, wore his shoes and turned the knob. He then faced Jin still holding the knob.

“We’ll do it tonight?” Kazu said in a sexy voice.

Jin nodded with a smirk, and Kazu went to his mom’s office.

~

At Kazu’s Mom office

“Excuse me; is Mr. Kawashima (bodyguard) here?” Kazu asked the receptionist

“Yes, who might you be?” replied the receptionist.

“Kamenashi Kazuya. The son of

~

“Mr. Kawashima, Kazuya is here.” The receptionist said.

“Kazuya who?” the guard replied.

“The son of

“Oh, okay. I’ll be there.”

~

“Please wait there Mr. Kazuya.” The receptionist told Kazu.

“Ok.”

He sat down and looked outside while waiting…

An hour later…

“Good Evening, Kazuya. Sorry to keep you waiting.”

“It’s fine, Good Evening to you too. My mother told me that I will pick up something from you?”

“Oh, yes, Here.” The guard handed a little box to Kazu.

“Thank you.” Kazu bowed.

Kazu went out of the office and his phone rang.

“Jin?” Kazu answered.

“Yes. Where are you right now?”

“I’m still at the building. Are you at the park?”

“Yeah.”

“Ok, I’ll be there.”

“I’ll be waiting.”

“Mm, Goodbye, take care.”

“Yeah, you too. I love you Kazu.”

Kazu was surprised and can’t reply immediately.

“Kazu?”

“Kazu?Are you alright”

Kazu also couldn’t hide his blushing and smiling face, and he just blurted out with all the courage he has.

Kazu sighed and said “I love you too Jin.”

The couple was smiling after they said that to each other.

“Bye.”

“Bye.”

And the two hanged up.

~

At the park…

Jin was standing in front of a fountain waiting. Then a group of drunken girls appeared but Jin didn’t mind them.

“Hey, you lost in the game earlier right? “One girl said.

“Yeah. Why?” the other said.

“You have to do a consequence.”

“What kind of consequence?” the girl said with hiccups.

“Uhmm…” the other said looking around and she found Jin.

“Kiss the guy at the fountain.”

“I have to do what?”

“If you don’t do it, you have to strip naked and run around the street.”

“Fine, I’ll do it.” The girl said in defeat.

The girl went up to Jin and kissed him, at the same time Kazu came. Jin was about to close his eyes when he saw Kazu, his eyes widened and looked at the person his kissing and it was not Kazu. Kazu was crying and Jin saw it. Jin felt guilty, he made the one he loves cry, he cursed himself. Jin then shrugged off the girl and was going to Kazu, when the latter ran away so Jin followed Kazu.


A/N: yokatta! it took me a decade to finish the fifth chapter!  uhmm.. i know this is not good, it's still my first fic that i ever posted in the net, but i'm working on 2 fics right now, hope i finish those two fics.. anyway one more chap to go and it's finish, and the next chapter i the first smut chapter i made, so expect it to be boring , so please be kind to me, oh... just read it, and tell me what you think about it.. XD. comments are super love!!!! flames.. hmm.. NO.. hahahaha.... :) p.s there are some parts there that has a blank, it means that i don't know the name of kame's mother, i can't find it.. :( :( :( (what kind of fan am i if i don't kame's mother??!!!) so, if you know kame's mother, please let me know and i'll credit you and edit this entry.. thanks!!
 

I’m Not Letting Go

Pairing: AKAME

Genre: Smut, Romance

Rating: PG-13 in the beginning and NC-17 in the end

Disclaimer: I don’t own the characters but I own the story!!!

Summary: Jin is a son of a rich but broken family and Kazu is the son of a normal family but his past was really bad. His experience with love was horrifying... Does being in love with Jin change about his view in love?

Dedicated to: Moripi, EminachIi, Kenon, and Kame-kun!

Chapter 4: Telling Our Stories

“Oi! Lovebirds! Wake up!!” greeted by Tatchan.

“What?” Jin said while groaning.

“I said WAKE UPPPPPP!!!”

“Yeah, yeah. Now I hear you.”

“You two better get up or you won’t have breakfast.”

“Breakfast?! Yeah we’ll be there.” Jin said excitingly.

“Pig!” teased Tatchan.

“Princess! Haha… I won!”

“Whatever.”

When Tatchan went out of the room, Kazu fell from the bed and he was still sleeping.

“Kazu is a heavy sleeper, he fell from the bed and he is still sleeping. So cute.” Jin said while giggling.

“Mmmm…Jin… where are you... why is… everybody…leaving me?” murmured by Kazu in his sleep.

“Hey, Kazu, It seems that you’re having a nightmare. Wake up, Wake up Kazu.”

“Jin! Mom! Dad! Where are you?! Everybody! Where are you?!” Kazu shouted.

“Kazu! Wake up! Wake up! Darn it.” Jin said shaking Kazu violently.

“What? Where am I? Is that you Jin?” Kazu said

“Yes, it’s me. Are you okay?” worried Jin.

“Yeah, I’m fine. Ouch! My head hurts. What happened?”

“You fell off from the bed and you started screaming. Nightmare?”

“Sort of.”

“Here, let me help you.”

“Thanks.”

“The others are waiting outside, shall we go?”

“Sure, oh I forgot something; you go first I’ll follow.”

Jin went to the garden, he chatted with everybody while waiting for Kazu, who was in the bathroom, washing his face.

“It was a really bad nightmare. Everyone was leaving and saying that I’m useless. Am I really useless?” Kazu looked at the mirror with water dripping from his almost crying face. Jin went upstairs as he was tired of waiting for Kazu.

“Kazu! It’s time to eat!”

Kazu went out of the bathroom and hugged Jin from behind.

“Jin, am I useless?” Kazu asked and he buried his face on Jin’s back.

Jin turned around and faced Kazu who was looking down.

“Why would you ask that question? Look at me.”

Kazu looked at Jin with a sad face, he was crying. Jin wiped away the tears on Kazu’s face and hugged him very tight.

“You are not useless. Everyone is not useless. Nobody is.”

“Jin, can we go home after breakfast? I’m not feeling…well”

Then Kazu fainted, good thing Jin was hugging him or that could be a bad fall.

“Kazu! Kazu! Wake up!” he said shaking Kazu.

Jin rushed to Junno to ask if there is a nearby hospital.

“Hey, Junno! Is there a nearby hospital here?” Jin asked.

“Yeah. Why? What happened?” Junno said.

“Kazu…Kazu… fainted.”

“What?! C’mon let’s go we’ll escort you there.”

“Everybody we will be going somewhere for a while, we’ll be back.” Said Junno

“Yeah, Ok, Sure.” were the answers of everyone.

Junno together with Jin and Kazu went to the hospital riding a car, they rushed to the receptionist and asked for a doctor and a room. The two waited outside.

“I hope he’s okay.” prayed Jin.

“Don’t worry, he’ll be fine.” Junno said patting the back of Jin.

Then the doctor came out of the room.

“Is anyone here I could talk to regarding the man’s status?”

“Yes, I’m Akanishi Jin. You can tell me it.”

“May I know your relation with him?”

“I’m his…boyfriend”

“I see, well that’s enough reason why I should tell you.”

“Ok, is Kazu fine?”

“He’s fine. Well according to his brain waves he’s been having nightmares recently, I assume? Why don’t you talk to him about his nightmare or the problem he has just to calm himself a little. But for now, let him rest.”

“Thanks, doctor”

And the doctor went to another room.

“Hey, Junno could I ask you a favor?” asked Jin.

“Yeah. What is it?”

“Could you take our bags back to my apartment?”

“Sure. But, will you and he be fine?”

“Yeah, will be fine. Thanks for al your help.”

“You’re welcome. Take Care.”

“We will. Thanks again.”

Junno went back to his house and brought Jin and Kazu’s bags to Jin’s apartment. Jin was left alone in the hospital, Jin called the doctor again.

“Doc, could I come in Kazu’s room and sit beside him?” Jin asked hoping that he would receive a response of ‘yes’.

“Sure, but don’t wake him up yet. He might get a headache.”

“Thanks again, doctor.”

“You’re very welcome. I’ll be back to check up on him later. Bye.”

“Ok.Bye.”

Jin went inside the room and sat beside Kazu and held his hand carefully not letting the latter wake up.

“I’m sorry Kazu, don’t worry I’ll make it up to you when you wake up.” Said Jin while nearing Kazu’s hands to his forehead.

“It’s ok Jin. You don’t have to be sorry.” Kazu said in a soft voice.

‘Is Kazu awake?’ Jin thought. Then Kazu began to snore and made Jin laugh.

“Guess not.” Jin felt sleepy, so he slept beside Kazu with his face buried in Kazu’s and his hands.

A few hours later…

Kazu woke up first looking at Jin with a warm and relieved face. Kazu tries to lose his hand with Jin’s but made Jin wake up instead. Kazu pretended that nothing happened and said “Good afternoon, Jin.”

“Good afternoon too, sweetie” Jin replied while yawning, stretching and rubbing his sleepy eyes. Then the doctor went in the room and examined Kazu again.

“Can Kazu leave the hospital now?”

“Yes, he can leave. Make sure you talk to him about that.”

“Talk to me about what? Kazu interrupted the conversation

“Later, Kazu.” Jin said

“We’ll be going now doctor.”

“Yes, okay. Goodbye and take care.”

“Thanks doctor.” The two said.

The two went out of the hospital and Jin blindfolded Kazu and dragged him to the park.

“Jin, where are we going?”

“It’s a secret.”

They took the bus and Jin asked something to Kazu who was still blindfolded.

“Hey Kazu can I ask you something?”

“Yeah. What is it?”

“About your nightmare-“

“Please, Jin” Kazu faced down, avoiding his tears to stream down his face.

“Kazu look at me.”

Kazu didn’t look.

“Kazu, I said look at me.”

Kazu still didn’t budge.

Then Jin lifted Kazu’s face. He could fell that the eyes of Kazu was full of fear and sadness from his voice earlier. He hugged the latter and said.

“Let it out later Kazu. For this day I want us to have fun. I’m sorry for asking such a question; I just want to help you.  I’ll be open eras when you’re ready to tell it.”

And the other just nodded.

“We’re here.” Jin said happily.

“Where?”

“Here.” Jin took off Kazu’s blindfold; Kazu was astonished on what he saw. The place was big and beautiful, the wind was very refreshing, and the scenery was amazing. It was a place no one could ever imagine.

“Jin, where did you see this?”

“When I rushed you to the hospital.”

“Shall we go?”

“Yes!” Kazu said with a smile.

Kazu and Jin ran tagging each other, playing hide and seek like little kids and when Jin catches Kazu every time he would hug him and carry him or lift him. They walked around the park holding each other’s hands smiling at each other. They both rested on the grass while the wind was blowing gently on their faces, the two can only hear the wind and the rustling of the leaves. Kazu thought it was the best time to tell his nightmare and his past.

“Jin” Kazu sat up.

“Mm?” Jin said, feeling the wind with closed eyes.

Kazu sighed.

“Jin, I’ll tell you now everything, my nightmare and my past.’

“Will you be okay?”

“Yes.” Kazu answered firmly.

“So, what was you nightmare?”

“Remember this morning, when I asked you if I was useless?”

“Yeah, I remember it. Why?”

“Well, half of my nightmare was that, everybody was saying that I’m useless and the other half well…”

“Well what? I’m listening,”

“Well, my family, my friends and especially you, Jin are leaving me.”

Kazu said between sobs. Jin hugged Kazu closely and said still hugging the other.

“Don’t worry, sweetie. It’s only just a nightmare, haven’t you know that there is a saying that your nightmare is the opposite in real life?”

“I suppose.”

“So, it’s fine. Besides, I will always be with you forever.”

 Jin held Kazu’s cheeks together and made Kazu’s lips look like the fishes have and he looked funny. Jin tried to kiss Kazu in that position but he stopped him.

“Jin stop it.” Kazu said while giggling.

“I won’t till you kiss Me.” Teased Jin.

Kazu removes Jin’s hands on his face and closed his eyes, Jin too closed his eyes. What Jin didn’t know Kazu was joking, the young one peeked if Jin closed his eyes.

‘My turn.’ Thought Kazu while smirking for the first time. Kazu pinched Jin’s chubby cheeks and made him open his eyes and see Kazu laughing.

“You really looked funnier than me!” Kazu said.

“Oh really?” Jin grinned.

Jin tickled Kazu, making the young one burst into laughter and Kazu too tickled the other on his collarbones and made the taller man scream like a girl which made Kazu laugh more.

“Oh, I’m gonna get you, my Kazu.” Jin tackled Kazu and the lovebirds started rolling on the grassland laughing, having fun and smiling to each other, then Jin stopped and thought about something.

“Hey Kazu, what about your past?” Jin asked.

“Just make me happy when I tell you.”

“I will always make you happy.”

“I really had a bad experience with love back then; we had a party at our house. We had lots of fun, but I didn’t know that someone brought alcoholic drinks and drank it there. And when the clock strikes at 10 pm a drunken guy went up to me and said in a woozy way “You really look beautiful, I want to have fun with you tonight.” I ran around the house but people didn’t mind us. I got cornered in my room which was a stupid mistake and he pushed me onto the bed and pinned me down tight. And he tried…he…tried…to fuck me up. I was crying, I was not enjoying what he did. I really struggled but he wouldn’t budge, I just closed my eyes and wished that he would stop it. It was really painful. He was fast, strong and all I did was closing my eyes and trying to ignore the pain. Ever since that I promised I wouldn’t fall in love again and I would never let anyone touch me again. Until I met you, I think you proved me that believing in second chances will get you there, with the person that you deserve.”

Kazu told Jin, he didn’t cry this time instead he was happy that Jin was the person given to him.

“Kazu are you alright now?” Jin asked.

“Yes. Because you’re with me.” Kazu said in a soft, calm voice.

And Jin just hugged the other like not letting go.

“But Jin, what about you?” Kazu said and broke their hug.

“Nothing special, my father cheated on my mother, we knew it when we found our father with another woman at their room. But everything’s alright now. My mother raised me herself and hasn’t had any problems.”

“Your past was worst than mine.” Kazu faced down.

“Nothing is worst; we’re just the same they’re just experiences to help us, to make us strong for ourselves.” Jin said smartly.

“Yeah, you’re right.”

“Of course.” The two just laugh at what Jin said. They both rested on the grass again feeling the wind gently brushing on their faces.

“And Jin.” Kazu said facing Jin.

“What?” Jin faced the other as well.

Kazu took Jin’s hand and placed it on his cheeks.

“I’m yours.”

Jin smiled and kissed Kazu gently, letting the young one forget his pain at the moment. Jin deepened the kiss and Kazu just accepted it and he too deepened the kiss. The kiss however, didn’t get tongue tied because Jin didn’t do it for now remembering Kazu’s past but still the two went to their paradise with a simple kiss and nothing more.

Jin carried Kazu on his back and went back to THEIR apartment.

“Do you remember this?” Jin asked.

“Of course. I would never forget this. This was the time I fell in love with you.

“Really?”

“Yes. When I rested my head on your shoulder, like this.”

Kazu placed his head on Jin’s shoulder and close his eyes, continuing what he is saying.

“And I felt something, like a spark between us. At first, I didn’t want to believe but now I did. Since I met you everything changed the way I see in love, my parents and myself. So I’m thanking you, Akanishi Jin.”

Kazu raised his head and kissed Jin’s nape with a smirk forming on his face.

“We shouldn’t rush yet.” Jin said.

“But-“

“Don’t worry. We’ll do that when we’re ready.”

“Sure.”

The two went back to their apartment and talked a little before they slept Kazu crawled up on Jin and hugged him.

“Kazu-“

“Jin, I want to stay like this for now. Please?”

“Aren’t you afraid of what I might do to you?”

“No. I trust you, Jin.”

“Ok, do whatever you want.”

“Thanks.”

And they both hugged each other and fell asleep in that position.

I’m Not Letting Go

Pairing: AKAME

Genre: Smut, Romance

Rating: PG-13 in the beginning and NC-17 in the end

Disclaimer: I don’t own the characters but I own the story!!!

Summary: Jin is a son of a rich but broken family and Kazu is the son of a normal family but his past was really bad. His experience with love was horrifying... Does being in love with Jin change about his view in love?

A/N: Dedicated to akame0824!!

Chapter 3: Facing your fears

Jin woke up early because of some nightmare that he was drowning, ever since he almost drowned at a pool, he became scared of the pool, beach. Kazu felt that the other woke up so he decided to get up also.

“Good Morning Jin!” Kazu greeted with a happy face.

“Oh, good morning Kazu.” Jin said in a low scared voice.

 “Hey, Jin. Are you alright? It seems that you had a nightmare.”

“Yeah, I did.”

“What is it? Can you tell me?”

“I was almost drowning… more of dying, no one was there. I could not see anyone. Until, someone saved but I didn’t see the person’s face. And the next thing I know I’m awake. I was afraid ever since I was a kid. We went to a birthday party of my friend; the presents were near the pool. Then I tried to place mine when the birthday celebrant pushed me into the pool. Good thing that my father was there and he saw everything and he got really mad at the boy who pushed me and until now, that scene remained in my memories.”

“I’m really sorry. I didn’t know such a thing.”

“It’s fine. Oh yeah! I almost forgot, we don’t’ know about each other. So why don’t we tell our stories?”

“I don’t think that’s a good idea.”

“Why?” suddenly Jin’s phone rang.

“Thank heavens.”

Jin answered the phone.

“Hello?”

“Jin, it’s Junno.”

“Oh, Junno. What’s the problem?”

“No, problem. I just want to invite you for a celebration. Would you like to come? And it’s an overnight celebration. So you don’t have to worry about traveling in the night.”

“Yeah, love to. But-“

“Don’t worry; you can bring him along too.”

“How did you know?”

“My ears are everywhere. Hahaha…”

“Yeah, right. They are everywhere. What time should we come?”

“Around 6pm. Is it ok?”

“Yes. It’s totally fine.”

“Ok, then it’s decided. You’ll come here at 6pm. So, goodbye.”

“Yeah, goodbye.”

Jin hanged up as soon as Junno did.

“Hey, Kazu do you want to come to a party with me?

“Yeah. But, I don’t like crowds.”

“ It’s a small overnight celebration. I’m guessing ten to twelve persons will come there.”

“Sure… just only a few people right?”

“Yeah, only a few people. We should continue our stories next time. Ok?”

“Uhmmm…ok…”

“You look a little sad. Is there a problem?”

“There’s no problem. I’m fine. So we should start packing now Jin.”

Then the two lovebirds started packing their stuff. The two waited at Jin’s apartment until 6pm. A car picked them up at Jin’s apartment and escorted them to Junno’s house.

“Good evening, Jin. And who might that be?” teased Junno.

“This is my boyfriend, Kazuya Kamenashi.” replied Jin.

“Hi, I’m Junnosuke Taguchi. Nice to meet you. I’ll show you your room. This way.”

“Oi! Junno, you don’t have to be formal to us. We’re your friends. So it’s fine.” Jin said.

“Well you’re right. Everybody is outside. They’re waiting.”

Junno left the room leaving Kazu and Jin alone.

“Hey, Jin. You go first, I’m going to fix our stuffs.” said Kazu.

“Kazu, we’ll go together. I’m not leaving you.”

“Fine. I’ll be finished in a moment.”

Kazu placed their bags in the room and took out his camera.

“I’m finish.” Kazu said.

“Then let’s go. Where did you got that camera?”

“My dad gave it to me. I love pictures you see.”

“Well, now I know a little something about you.” Jin whispered seductively in Kazu’s ear.

They both went outside and Jin introduced Kazu. Everybody welcomed Kazu very warm except for the two girls,

“I don’t like that Kazu guy. He’s hogging Jin all to himself.” said one girl.

But Kazu wasn’t hogging Jin all too himself, Kazu would let Jin talk to his friends and let him have fun.

“Let’s teach that Kazu some lessons.” One girl said.

“What kind of lessons?” asked the other.

“Hey guys! I want to do something with everybody: Junno said

“What is it?” everybody said in unison.

“Just come with me. You’ll see.” Junno replied.

They all went to the house’s backyard and saw a big swimming pool. The crystal water shone beautifully. Jin stood there stiff with fear in his eyes. Kazu looked at him worried.

“We’ll go swimming!” Junno suggested with a happy face

“YAY!” everybody said except for Kazu and Jin.

“Now I know, swimming lessons.” said one girl.

Everybody swam at the pool except for Kazu and Jin who was watching them at the edge of the pool and Jin behind him. Kazu was a very good swimmer but he didn’t want to swim because Jin wasn’t. The girls planned to push Kazu. When the girls tried to push Kazu, Jin saw it and pushed Kazu and Jin fell into the pool. Everyone was out of the pool that time

“Oh no, JIIIIINNNNNN!!!!” Kazu panicked.

“Help! Help! Anyone!!” Jin screamed.

Then Kazu jumped into the pool and saved jin who was almost drowning. Jin felt safe once he touched Kazu’s hands. Kazu carried Jin out of the pool. The two started to shiver and cough.

“Hey you two! Are you trying to ruin the party?” yelled Junno.

“We’re sorry Junno.” The girls pleaded.

Junno ordered the maids to give towels to Kazu and Jin.

“Jin, I’ll be going back to the room. Are you coming?” suggested Kazu.

“Yeah…well…everybody…we’ll be going…back…Good…Night.” Jin said while gasping for air.

“Yeah, Good night. Take care.” Everybody said. The two girls approached Kazu and Jin and said that they were sorry, the two accepted their apologies.

“Jin, you should take a shower, you might get a cold.” Kazu said.

“No, you first. I’ll take a shower after you.” Jin hesitated.

“Kazu touched Jin’s face and said “You should go first. It’ll be fine. I just…just…don’t…want…you…to…get hurt again. You should go.”

“Ok. I’ll go first. Wait for me, my Kazu.” Jin said with a sexy smirk.

“Jin is pretty weird.” Sighed Kazu.

Both were finished taking a bath and Jin decided to sleep early, on the other hand Kazu thought of something. He wanted to help Jin face his fear. It was 1 am when he woke Jin up.

“Hey Jin! Wake up! Wake up!” Kazu screamed.

“Ughhh…what now? Kazu?” groaned Jin.

“Come with me.”

Jin wasn’t aware what was happening and Jin went with Kazu.

“Where are we going?” Jin asked while rubbing his eyes.

“To the pool.” Kazu answered

“What??!!”

Jin’s eyes were wide as saucer plates.

“Why?”

“I want to help you overcome your fears Jin.”

“How?”

“Just trust me.”

Then Kazu blindfolded Jin and carefully guided him into the pool. They walked down the stairs with Jin holding Kazu’s hand tight.

“Here we go. 1^st step, then 2^nd step, now 3^rd step and the last step.” Kazu gently said.

Then Jin began panicking.

“Kazu, please stop, please don’t leave me, don’t let go.” Jin said and tears began to stream down his face, when they were in the middle of the pool.

“Do you trust me? Jin?” Kazu asked.

“Yes. Of Course.”

“Then I will take off your blindfold. But I want you to still, close you eyes,” Kazu ordered.

Kazu begins to take off Jin’s blindfold and Jin was really shutting his eyes tight and still not letting go of Kazu’s hand. Kazu raised his hand with Jin’s and started massaging Jin’s eyes with his thumbs making Jin more relax next he massages Jin’s lips with his soft hands.

“Are you ready?” asked Kazu

“Yes.” Jin said with a firm voice.

“Here we go. Don’t open your eyes yet. When I tap your shoulder it means relax, If I touch your eyes it means open them. 1…2… 3…”

They both sank in the pool.

Jin was panicking again, Kazu tap his shoulder and Jin began to relax. Then Kazu touches Jin’s eyes. Jin opened them carefully and saw Kazu smiling. His smile was so warm despite the coldness the pool was giving. They swam around the pool with one of Kazu’s hand holding Jin’s. They surfaced to get some air.

“Are you still afraid of the water? My…Jin?” Kazu said with a warm smile.

“No. Thank you, Kazu” Jin said with a sexy smirk.

Kazu understands when Jin is smirking; it means they are going to kiss. Jin kissed Kazu, Jin spread his hands on Kazu’s back roaming around it while Kazu is caressing Jin’s hair. The kiss was soft and wet. Kazu started to suck Jin’s skin, he sank in the pool and proceeded to lick Jin’s stomach, Jin was avoided to moan so the others cannot hear them. Kazu then surfaced and Jin sank as well but Kazu stopped him.

“Jin, are you okay with this? You’re going down and I’m not holding your hand?”

“It’s alright. I can do it.”

And Jin sinks in the pool and started kissing the side of Kazu’s petite waist and biting it leaving marks. Kazu avoided screaming by putting his hands on his mouth. Jin then surfaced up to breathe some air. This time Kazu was the one who started the kiss, he kisses Jin softly and gently, Jin was really happy when he tasted Kazu’s sweetness, of course, their kiss involved tongue tying seconds more of minutes after that they jerked out to breathe some air. They both went out of the pool with their hands intertwined. They went back to their room, took a shower and went to bed and things went different than the usual Kazu was the one hugging Jin with a blanket placed over them “Good night, My Jin. I’m really happy that you have overcome your fear.” Kazu said and gives Jin a good night kiss on the cheeks “Me too. I’m also happy that I chose you to spend my life with, Kazu. I love you Good night, sleep well.” Jin said with a kiss planting on Kazu’s cheeks. And they both slept in each others arms, peacefully and soundly.

I’m Not Letting Go

Pairing: AKAME

Genre: Smut, Romance

Rating: PG-13

Disclaimer: I don’t own the characters but I own the story!!!

Summary: Jin is a son of a rich but broken family and Kazu is the son of a normal family but his past was really bad. His experience with love was horrifying.. Does being in love with Jin change about his view in love?

Status: Incomplete, still updating..

A/N: Dedicated to HIHARA1221 (clan)

Chapter 2: Confessing to each other

Kazu’s POV

‘I felt something warm; it feels like someone’s breath. And there I was sleeping with someone, someone I fell in love at the moment I saw that person. Wait, I’m falling in love with a guy, am I       gay? I don’t care what others will think, I will love him forever, I will not let go of this person beside me. I held his hand near to my face, it really feels warm. Now, I’m touching his soft lips, I want to kiss him. Oh no, he’s waking up, what should I do? Should I pretend that I’m still sleeping or I should wake up also? Wait, what is he doing? Is eh resting on me? No he isn’t. He’s kissing me, Wow! It really feels good, his taste was sweet. Now what is he doing? He’s taking off my shirt. Strange, I’m not restraining instead I’m taking off his shirt. He pecked kisses on my delicate skin up to my lips. It felt good; I never thought that Jin was this good. When I tried to kiss him, I realized that it’s just a dream. But It was a good-, no a great dream.’

End of Kazu’s POV

But Kazu wasn’t wrong; the first part of his dream was true every scene of it, Kazu felt his breath, Jin’s breath. He held Jin’s hand up to his lips it was really warm. Kazu’s body was warm because the other hugged him through the night Kazu never felt cold that night. Then Kazu touched Jin’s soft lips but nothing happened. Kazu was preparing to get out of the bed when Jin grabbed his hand and said “Don’t leave me, Please stay here, My Kazu.”

“I’m sorry Jin. But I have to go back; I promise I will be back here as soon as possible. I need to sort things out.”

“I’m not letting you go!” then Jin’s grip got tighter and at that time those words struck Kazu like a note was placed in his heart and would remain there forever and Kazu sat on the edge of the bed and Jin went back to sleeping without letting go of Kazu’s hand. Then after a few minutes Jin wakes up with Kazu beside him.

“Good Morning!” Jin greeted with a happy face.

“Jin, can I ask you something?”

“Yeah, sure. What is it?”

“Why me?”

“What do you mean ‘why you’?”

“I mean why did you pick me to love? You look like a handsome guy that many girls would fall in love with. Aren’t you afraid that others will think that you’re gay?”

“I don’t care what other will think, my heart is telling me to love you and that I will never let you go no matter what.”

Jin sat up on the bed with Kazu holding Jin’s hand tighter.

“Now, it’s y turn to ask. Why were you beaten up by a gang?” Jin asked.

“They just had fun with me! Don’t you see? I’m WEAK! I’m WEAK! I could not defend myself! It’s always me in trouble!” Kazu yelled.

Jin hugged Kazu real tight while tears poured out of Kazu’s eyes.

“Don’t you worry, I’ll protect you always.”

“Thanks. But Jin, could you do me one favor?

“I’ll go home for a while. But I’ll be back. I need to fix things first with my family. Here’s my number. Call me, if you need anything.”

“I’ll come with you.”

“No! You mustn’t, not now. When things are okay, I’ll bring you with me.”

“But-“Then Kazu kissed Jin’s lips and said “It’s fine. I will be back as soon as possible.”

“Wait a minute, you’re gonna live here?” Jin asked.

“I still don’t know yet. But in the meantime, you should rest. Well, goodbye for now.”

“Yeah…Goodbye.”

And Kazu went back to his family’s house.

“Mom? Mom?” Kazu said.

“Oh! Good Morning dear, what brings you here?”

“Mom, can I talk to you about something?”

“Sure, honey. What is it?”

“Is it okay to live and love with the same gender?”

“Live and love as friends? Yes, of course. It’s fine dear.”

“ No, Mom, I mean more than that. You see, someone saved me last night from being bullied by a gang-“

“You’re bullied by a gang?”

“Mom, let me finish.”

“Oh, ok. Sorry dear.”

“Yeah, I was bullied. They think I was weak and that they should have a little fun with me. Then a man named Akanishi Jin saved me, he took care of me that night and we…uhhh..we…kissed.”

“You kissed with a guy?!”

“But Mom, it felt so good. I don’t care if we are gay. Yet, I want to be with him. Is this ok?”

Think.

Wait.

Think.

Wait.

Think.

Wait.

Doorbell?

“Honey, can you answer the door?”

“Sure, Mom.”

Kazu didn’t expect that the person who came is his Dad.

“Dad? Why are you here?”

“Your mother called me last night and said that I should come here. Seeing the situation now, I think you talked to her about something?”

“Yeah, we talked about something.”

“What is it?”

“I’m falling in love with a guy.”

“Oh, ok. That’s alright.”

“Wait, you’re not angry?”

“Why should I be angry? It’s your life after all. Right, dear?”

“Yeah, right. But-“Kazu’s mom said.

“It’s fine.” Kazu’s dad interrupted.

“Thank you very much. Mom, Dad.” said Kazu

“It’s all our pleasure. Just make sure you bring him here sometime.”

“Yes! Dad!”

Kazu went back to his apartment and called Jin.

“Hello?” Jin said.

“Jin, this is Kazuya. If it isn’t too much, if I could live with you there?”

“YES! YES! It’s fine! What time shall I pick you up?!” Jin excitedly said.

“It’s ok; you don’t have to pick me up. I’ll be there after I’m done packing. I’ll call you when I’m at your apartment. Well, bye bye.”

“Uhhh... Wait , where do you want to go?”

“Huh?”

“You’re living with me right. So, sometimes we need to go out.”

“Anywhere you want to go.”

“Ok! Then it’s decided. Well, bye.”

“Wait, where are we going?”

“It’s a secret.”

“O…K…Then goodbye.”

And they hanged up. Kazu packed his stuff and went to Jin’s apartment when he passed by and old friend and he decided to talk to him.

“Hi, Pi!”

“Oh. Hi. Kame.”

“Who is that?”

“My boyfriend, Are you surprised?”

“No, actually me too. But were not yet boyfriends. I’ll be living with him from now on. What’s his name?”

“Nishikido Ryo. Oh, I see.. Wait, you’re living with him then that means you’re lovers right?”

“Not yet. You sure are fast when it comes to love.”

“Same as always. Well, goodbye. I’ll be taking home Ryo. Good Luck.”

“You too! Good Luck and Good bye!”

Kazu called Jin again and said that he was at the apartment, Jin opened the door.

“Hi! My Kazu. Let me help you.” Jin said while a smirk formed on his face.

“No, I got it. Thanks.”

“No, I insist. I will help you.”

Jin closed the door and pushed Kazu landing on the couch. He was quite eager to taste Kazu’s sweet lips again. He took off Kazu’s shirt and started to peck kisses and leaving bite marks on Kazu’s neck and shoulders. “You told me that we’re going somewhere?” Kazu asked while gasping and avoiding to moan. “Yeah, we are going somewhere. We are going to a paradise. Only WE can visit.” “Huh? Where is it? Is it beautiful there?” “You really are cute when you’re acting so innocent.” “Innocent…huh...” then and unexpected move came from Kazu, He took off Jin’s shirt and he too started pecking kisses on Jin’s cheeks and hands plus leaving bite marks on Jin’s neck. Jin moaned to the gesture Kazu was giving. Jin licked and sucked the delicate skin of Kazu and he moaned as Jin was doing it. “Aren’t…we…going…to…bed?” Kazu asked. “O…huh…huh…K.” Jin replied. Kazu wrapped his legs around Jin’s waist and his arms on Jin’s neck. He tried to find to find a part of Jin’s body that when he touches it would make Jin yelp and that is his collarbones. Kazu tried to peck kisses on Jin’s collarbones and made Jin yelp, they both fell on the bed tired and sweating. Jin attacked Kazu’s lips again, their kiss was intensely hot, playing and roaming around in each other’s tongue and mouth Jin placed his leg between Kazu’s, he intertwined fingers with Kazu’s their kiss lasted longer than the last one. When they reached their limit they both stop to gasp some air. Kazu who was already tired fell asleep early, Jin on the other hand place a blanket on his Kazu and looked at him, Kazu had a peaceful face which was stunning to look at. Jin was surprised, how could Kazu have a peaceful face after the things they’ve done? But Jin too felt calmness and peace just by looking at Kazu, Jin caressed the smooth face of Kazu and removing the hair blocking Kazu’s face. Then Kazu murmured something “I Love you… Jin” “Even in his sleep, he thinks about me.” Jin giggled. “I love you too, my Kazu.” And Jin went back beside Kazu and slept with him hugging the other.